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It might not help to leap right into being a random roommate at this late stage. By Junior/senior year most groups of friends are well established and you might not have much luck. If you set yourself up for another dissapointment then that wouldn't help you. What about your highschool friends? I had some friends in college but I don't keep in touch with ANY of them now and I don't see it as any huge life lost. I still have 4 or 5 very close friends from High school. I have a few other newer friends that are awesome. You need to see a doctor about your depression if you think of suicide. Doctors are good and they will help you erase those unhealthy feelings. If you had life-threatening cancer would you go to the doctor? sure you would! Depression and suicide are no different. You need to be sure that you salvage your education first. Finish school and get a good job and find some new friends out in the world doing things that you enjoy.
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