I just wanted to make an a update, I still have'nt talked to any girls at all. I guess I do have one chance with a girl I know. Last time I talked to her she said she would give me head if I let her drive my car. She kept talking to me and flirting, I guess. But, I would be embarassed to ask her out cause I have known her for so long. I never ended up going to a club, I just went to a strip club with my friend. Last night I went to this new place that sells italian ices. My friends said hot girls worked there, so I went. And yeah, theres hot girls working there, but I could'nt even say anything to them. I just feel so weird. I'm so tall(6 foot 2) and I feel so isolated from EVERYONE. ANd I stand there and I'm so much bigger then these girls and when I look at them I cant help but stare at them. But, I cant say anything. Shit, I guess I knew nothing has changed so why should I START to try?
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