guypunkr

I got a disturbing thought when I checked out my angel's away message after I got home... I'll put it up here for you all...

i dream of you night and day
i deny my feelings
i turn away from you
i love another
someone im scared will turn away from me
time has passed forever ago
the clocks all melt away
i feel sick with dread
if i love you then why do i dream of another?
why do i see you everywhere i go
i shiver with pleasure when you talk to me
your words filling my soul
but i dream of him
i remember him
he denys me
everything that i am
and i hate him
but i dream of him
i breath you in
i hang on your every word
he turns away from me
he turns me away
i dont know what to do
confusion lives within my heart
i lay awake dreaming of you
i lay alseep and dream of him
what does this say?
(dont ask im not talkin about it sleepin now)

I love this girl, and I thought she loved me too... Do you think I should start looking for someone new? This is really painful...

Please help me out guys, you always have, I love this place...