n1ck31

So i come back from a trip, we haven't seen each other in 2 or 2 and a half weeks, and nothing is the same. SHe doesn't seem happy, the flair is gone, she doesnt want to do anything *physical* the minute we see each other again, seems strangely distant, nothing close to the deep passion we had before i left. I got home on saturday. Wednesday she dumps me. I agree that it seems to be the best thing, since her heart obviously isn't in it. She says she wants to be close friends. I'm in high school, we both have the same friends, we were good friends before we went out, I'm hoping that we can still be friends, but part of me hates her. Absolutely hates her. I'll get angry before i go to bed, then when i wake up, I'm... gentle and no longer so pissed. It's everday, it's hard, and I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do. This is my first breakup and my first real girlfriend.