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i have decided that it is time for me to stop looking at pornography, give up smoking and stay off the first drink. I am confident that my life will improve,( its not bad at all anyway, just sometimes it seems that way) though not without a lot of effort and honesty with myself.My real problem is the one with the demon drink,i can see that i have never really given myself a proper chance to experience life. I think the first thing i have to get used to is dealing with boredom, finding something to do. Anyway i am posting this to say to the world, hopefully anonymously, that i am ready to change. I do not hate porn, smoking or alcohol its just that i think i have outgrown it or something, or perhaps there is more for me out there for me if i abstain and do something other than the three things i do most regularly. Anyway i am away to give it a go.
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