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The problem with suicide is that to different people stress levels are different. thus makeing them think that their pain is to much for them to handle. I dont think that one person or even a group of people can determine what is right and or wrong. I know when I tried to kill myself I had severe depression and was in an abbusive relationship for 7 months. To me the thought of release was welcome until i woke up the next morning and the last thing on my mind was dieing.
I do believe in helping people that are termonily ill and are in large amounts of pain that is incureable.
But since my experience I feel that I have gotten another chance and although I am still prone to depression I have a greater purpose and I wish to help others.
Suicide only sounds good in storys and for the moment. in the end when you wake up you realize how precious life really is and how many people you are leaving behind that will blame themselves.
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from the Havens I have fallen. . . to the earth as a mangled form. . . writhing in pain, my wings torn and bloodied. . . I have one purpose, only one goal. . . to find you and love you, for I am your. . . fallen angel
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