ok, i didn't realise the magnitude of some problems here. I never said i was clinically depressed, i just say whenever i am feeling down or whatever i use that stuff to help make everything better. I am sorry to have naivley said i try to stay away from chemicals, implying that evryone should, but again i didn't realise the magnitude. I let you know that i am empathetic with everyone tho and am sorry if i came across as a prick or something