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teknophile · 07-07-2003, 04:54 PM

Thanks BermuDa, Actually at the time I thought it was pretty great. But if given the chance again I wouldn't have done it at all. I've only "been" with one girl since (my current girlfriend). And now that I think about it, that whole situation really messed me up emotionally. I had no idea what love was and I really would have rather lost my virginity to someone who understood what I was giving them (instead of just another dick to add to the list). Not to mention the hellish aftermath, and at the time what I was carrying around in my pants because of her, at the time messed me up even worse. I was scared all the time thinking that despite the meds it would never go away. And I stopped talking to girls altogether (thinking that 1 if I did get together I would be giving them the same STDs that I had at the time, and 2 that all women were like racheal and would just hurt me more). It just created alot of excess baggage that I didn't need.

07-07-2003, 04:54 PM	#147 (permalink)
teknophile Upright	Thanks BermuDa, Actually at the time I thought it was pretty great. But if given the chance again I wouldn't have done it at all. I've only "been" with one girl since (my current girlfriend). And now that I think about it, that whole situation really messed me up emotionally. I had no idea what love was and I really would have rather lost my virginity to someone who understood what I was giving them (instead of just another dick to add to the list). Not to mention the hellish aftermath, and at the time what I was carrying around in my pants because of her, at the time messed me up even worse. I was scared all the time thinking that despite the meds it would never go away. And I stopped talking to girls altogether (thinking that 1 if I did get together I would be giving them the same STDs that I had at the time, and 2 that all women were like racheal and would just hurt me more). It just created alot of excess baggage that I didn't need.