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ummmmmmm
as a person on massive meds for 24 years (avg 8 to 11 pills once, five at night) i say don't fuck with chemicals of any kind without consultation of your own research, advice from doctors and the like.
for me, in 2000 i was fucking coming unglued. i literally got so anxious one day in a dr. office due to supressed memories i was shaking almost as if siezuring and my voice dropped to a whisper. i felt beyond high and almost passed out.... so on. the doc told me i needed help. soon.
i did. and started Zoloft. 3-4 weeks later i dealt better. now in 2003 i am doing much, much better. and i control almost all of my fear.
thing is......
1) every med affects every person differently. some help, some do nothing, some make it much worse
2) placebos. if you convince yourself that a tylenol is a miracle cure, it will pretty much be one
3) we're changing chemicals. we do not know what chemicals they are and how it makes us feel in hindsight. depression is a vast mystery medical wise.
4) yer going to feel weird for a long time. Zoloft stays in your system for 3-4 weeks at least.
the worse answer you can get is the one you need. you gotta wait it out.
there is hope though. stay strong and contact me if you need to vent.
nobody at all should deal with this shit alone.
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