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-Anders · 06-26-2003, 07:23 AM

Yeah i know it wasn't the wisest of choices to make a move in the mall, but i really felt the need to, and i know she had the same desire, not anything sexual or anything.
Just knowing that we both mean it.
Unfortuantly she's more in love with her boyfriend than me, so i can't even give her an ultimatum, that would be cruel eitherway.
She's on vacation with him right now, and will be for atleast a month, proberly more.
Ii fear that she have lost interest in me when it's over, but then on the other hand - she tell's me that she gets tired of him after some time, and starts missing me.
I dont know if she actually means that, or just says so to be nice, but i trust her to tell me the truth.

She still havent told her boyfriend everything about us tho'.
Just the part about me kissing her, and she not wanting to hold hands as i walked her.
She dosent want to hurt him, wich is understandable - but she also want to be with him for a long time, perhaps even get married and have kids.
I figure it's never going to happen between the two of us, she even said so;
'If nothing suprising happens between kim and i, it's never going to be the two of us Anders - but if something does happen, you will be the first to know.'

On another note, i know the first post is very long, and poorly set up, i'm going to try and correct it now, or a little later so people will want to read it.. atleast i hope so.

06-26-2003, 07:23 AM	#4 (permalink)
-Anders Custom title. Location: Denmark.	Yeah i know it wasn't the wisest of choices to make a move in the mall, but i really felt the need to, and i know she had the same desire, not anything sexual or anything. Just knowing that we both mean it. Unfortuantly she's more in love with her boyfriend than me, so i can't even give her an ultimatum, that would be cruel eitherway. She's on vacation with him right now, and will be for atleast a month, proberly more. Ii fear that she have lost interest in me when it's over, but then on the other hand - she tell's me that she gets tired of him after some time, and starts missing me. I dont know if she actually means that, or just says so to be nice, but i trust her to tell me the truth. She still havent told her boyfriend everything about us tho'. Just the part about me kissing her, and she not wanting to hold hands as i walked her. She dosent want to hurt him, wich is understandable - but she also want to be with him for a long time, perhaps even get married and have kids. I figure it's never going to happen between the two of us, she even said so; 'If nothing suprising happens between kim and i, it's never going to be the two of us Anders - but if something does happen, you will be the first to know.' On another note, i know the first post is very long, and poorly set up, i'm going to try and correct it now, or a little later so people will want to read it.. atleast i hope so. __________________ Signature 101 Last edited by -Anders; 06-26-2003 at 07:37 AM..