I have the stereotype model type body. I'm 5'9 and 130-135. I have always been confortable about it. I've always been insecure about my breasts though. They're average size - 36B. I feel lucky for what I have but it doesn't help when you have people telling you you are too small, this and that. I hate how other peoples opinions have the potential to change the way I think about myself.
I feel like I should work out. I am not at all happy with the health of my body. What flesh I do have is fatty tissue. I want some muscle but thats just due to my laziness.
I'm only 18 so I know I'm going to be in for some disappointment as it deteriorates. I think it is harder to lose something you are proud of rather than to never have been proud in the first place.
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