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This house will bring me joy though. I've got it now, but I'll be able to express it there. I want it for my kids. I don't want them to be living like we are now, with my mother in law. I don't want them to be cooped up in a little apartment where they can't go outside to play because the rules in the complex are so strict they're suffocating. I don't want them not to know what it feels like to wander in the fields behind the house. Bah, I'm crying.
I'll survive either way, I'd just like to survive the way I want, not the way I'm forced to.
*hugs to the LL for letting me talk, and for me not feeling like an idiot for crying on a messageboard*
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