When you think you're over someone
And then your ex calls your office, cos in their new job they just need some info, and the minute you hear their voice your heart feels like its everywhere at once and you cant hardly think what youre saying. And they're asking you about your Merchant ID's and APACS 30/50 or whatever... and you're just thinking of a certain moment or a certain conversation with this person...
And at the end of the day, you come home, and you just sit and look at the wall and keep picturing her face when she smiled, remembering how it felt like when you put your hand on her arm...
And so perhaps youre not over it.
I feel like I want to get drunk or something except I hardly drink these days.
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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