Cool it, Raskolnikov. High minded as your "problems" may be you're still actively choosing to live like a loser and a deranged creep. The entirety of this ridiculous situation is no more complex than your obvious inability to take your lumps and move on with your life. All the rest, the hatred and this morality nonsense especially, is drama and I am embarrassed for you.
You strike me as someone who has it all too easy, fixated because there probably isn't much of anything else going on in your life. Well take a look around you, life shits on us all pretty indiscriminately and that it saw fit to afford you the cognitive space to wallow in your self-induced nonsense is a luxury that plenty of people with real problems would kil for. Smart as you are and yet suffering through the clearly insufferable weight of a privileged existence. Spare me the righteous indignation.
Go backpack through a third world country or volunteer a weekend in a cancer clinic. See suffering in the eyes of those born without a fair shake. Get some perspective and humble yourself in the process. You aren't tortured, you're just bored and pretentious.
I'm not sorry for you.
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