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Originally Posted by mixedmedia
This is less angry? You need serious help.
The fact that this chick decided she doesn't like you anymore (perhaps because you're a psychopathic creep? I dunno, just guessing) is not the root of the problem. You are every woman's worst nightmare. No self-respecting woman will ever love you when you are seething with so much immature, self-righteous, passive-aggressive instability. Sorry, but you're not going to get any coddling from me. I'm glad she ditched you. Grow the fuck up. This isn't Sparta.
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I take it you're trolling. Maybe you didn't read well enough. I went into depression AFTER what she did to me, and not BEFORE what she did to me. AGAIN you are trolling. I'm one of the nicest (not a push-over), mature individual and intellectual being as can be but you cross the line, you're asking for it. Your premise seems to imply that whenever someone gets really angry at another, that person must be of negative x, y , and z qualities. She did something wrong and I have every GOD DAM RIGHT TO BE ANGRY WITH HER YOU JOLLY WELL DRILL THAT INTO YOUR CEREBRAL.
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A lot of posters are making the unsupported assumption of me being a psychotic. The allegations are false. I am under extreme and intense anger. Anger fueled by hatred with a lot of depth. I am angry not by the lone simple fact that she rejected me but because she rejected me after consciously and deliberately told me to woo her.
This is selfish! As it seems, she wants to open her options by having people to woo her, thereby, evaluating their criteria. Selfish, FUCKING SELFISH. We have been friends for 8 months before she got me to woo her. Anyone who makes a conscious effort for others to woo them better be sure they are serious about getting into a relationship. Otherwise, it is no different from emotional dishonesty.
I grew up surrounded by capable people. I make careful choices in selecting people of quality, people of high-caliber, people whom I know wouldn't inflict unnecessary damage to me. I never had been failed, much less deal with the anger that comes with failure. I have everything going for me. I am a prospective major in theoretical astrophysics and philosophy, I am good-looking and I am debt-free. I had a good peaceful life until this girl came along. She made me deal with her insecurities. Why would it be unfair for her to deal with my anger?
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Originally Posted by The_Jazz
I've lurked this thread since it went up, and Darryl, I'm not sure what you want from us. If you're looking for validation or permission, you're in the wrong place. I think that anyone who read the elaborations you've made on your OP is going to think that you need help. Honestly, I've lurked so long because I'm still undecided on whether or not this is all real. Your latest post drew me out.
I'm going to assume that you're telling the truth - you haven't given me any other signs of being a liar - and tell you that what you're feeling is not normal. If you described it as a momentary passing thought, I'd say "we all think that at one time or another". But these are lingering and consuming. You're spending what seems to be a significant amount of time thinking this through. And that worries me.
Obviously, you're under psychiatric care. Just as obviously, it's not working very well. Your latest post concerns me enough to think about the real safety of your future victim. If you think that you might be a danger to yourself or others, you owe it you, me and everyone else to tell your caregivers. Make sure they understand it. Get them to up your meds or find another way to help.
Good luck.
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What I really want is for nothing of these to have happened. Even if that means reeling to the point in time and space before I have met her. I am having a very very difficult time coming to terms with what she had done. I cannot understand why someone would do this to another person.
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Originally Posted by Lindy
Mixedmedia is right. You may get started in a relationship, but once the other person gets to know you, they won't want you anymore. What do you have to offer??? What would you bring to the table of a healthy relationship?  A relationship with you (as you are now) could never be healthy.
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I am bring a lot to a healthy relationship. The condition? Do not take me for a ride. The nicest person can turn diabolical. I am no exception.