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The best revenge is for her to see you lead a happy life - and no faking it. Make some decisions about long term plans, things to aim for, what you would like to achieve - and never screw anyone else over the way you feel its been done to you. You look back in five years time and see where you have come and look at where you are going. Your life will probably be so full by then, the memory of her will be like an irritating crumb left on the table - easily brushed away and discarded without a thought.
Do please get some support from your doctor, not only will it do you good to talk, its good for him to be aware how stressed you are so you can be regularly checked for high blood pressure - you can get all sorts of nastys from stress - do him the courtesy of making him aware so he can treat you to the best of his ability. If you cant talk to your current doctor, can you change?
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