*I have a soft spot for elderly dogs, and believe they all deserve a lap to die on - so often there are periods when I have smelt of dog wee - but I didnt care, because it meant the dog was living and still fighting death.
*I like beating death in skirmishes - although I know in advance the war is lost when it comes to my little canine friends - but winning a skirmish. Hurrah!
*I interact with few people - out of fear and therefor choice.
*Although I fear confrontation, I go in like a smiling assassin to get animals out of danger and to get them help.
*I still call my old gal in - although she is in a box on a shelf next to the sofa with her lead on top. I sometimes walk around talking to my late father out loud and its always upsetting - but maybe thats because when I am down I feel the need for my dad, for the company of my dead.
*I try to be kind and generous, although I dont have much.
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