Get her out of your mind fast. Your obsession to reason it and finding out why she rejected you is consuming you.
Respect her right to be interested in you enough to ask you to woo her, and then change her mind later when she had to commit. She had 2 men pursuing her and she chose one. That sucks for you but in those circumstances, somebody's bound to get hurt.
This anger and depression - she didn't do this to you, you're doing it to yourself.
Go and meet new people. Do something else that will take off this state of mind. Meds only suppress the symptoms but you have to get yourself out. Isn't the rest of your life worth living for?
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