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Darrylcwc · 05-28-2011, 06:02 PM

People thanks for the respond.

To answer some questions, Yes, I have visited and consulted a psychiatrist. I have periodic follow-ups with the psychiatrist, psychologist and with the counselor. I am also on medication. It doesn't seem to really help. It has become so bad to the point where I would imagine all sort of gory torture for her. I.E, impaled on a stick and made to die slowly. I feel consumed by an intense hatred for having taken for a ride and having to go through torment each day. I can take rejection but not when someone give you an explicit green light then reject you? I can't think of any other answers aside from the fact that they were toying with you! I treat her really well. I go through emotional agony each day and yet she's happily attached!

Poetry- She gave me the green light to go ahead to woo her in June, and this was also explicitly hinted in her blog (which I only discovered after I was rejected), and when I did confessed in September she decided we'll better off being friends. Yes I did asked her out several times between June to September. We had good rapport. Her replies via sms would be almost instantaneous.
As I've mentioned, she got attached in November and her boyfriend apparently was someone who had a feelings for her a year before they got together. She had feelings for him then but she claims it was a crush and that because he was infirm about his feelings nothing progress back then. She claims her feelings for her bf only rekindle a short while before they got together. Her raison d'etre for rejecting me as being slow in my confession seems like a poorly fabricated excuse.

05-28-2011, 06:02 PM	#9 (permalink)
Darrylcwc Upright	People thanks for the respond. To answer some questions, Yes, I have visited and consulted a psychiatrist. I have periodic follow-ups with the psychiatrist, psychologist and with the counselor. I am also on medication. It doesn't seem to really help. It has become so bad to the point where I would imagine all sort of gory torture for her. I.E, impaled on a stick and made to die slowly. I feel consumed by an intense hatred for having taken for a ride and having to go through torment each day. I can take rejection but not when someone give you an explicit green light then reject you? I can't think of any other answers aside from the fact that they were toying with you! I treat her really well. I go through emotional agony each day and yet she's happily attached! Poetry- She gave me the green light to go ahead to woo her in June, and this was also explicitly hinted in her blog (which I only discovered after I was rejected), and when I did confessed in September she decided we'll better off being friends. Yes I did asked her out several times between June to September. We had good rapport. Her replies via sms would be almost instantaneous. As I've mentioned, she got attached in November and her boyfriend apparently was someone who had a feelings for her a year before they got together. She had feelings for him then but she claims it was a crush and that because he was infirm about his feelings nothing progress back then. She claims her feelings for her bf only rekindle a short while before they got together. Her raison d'etre for rejecting me as being slow in my confession seems like a poorly fabricated excuse. Last edited by Darrylcwc; 05-28-2011 at 06:11 PM..