I think the room mate thing will happen and the above advice is very spot on. I'd only add don't let your current living situation lead you into a worse situation due to hast. You've given yourself until August, a very reasonable and reachable goal. I read your OP and what sticks out in my mind is "really depressed. The kind of thoughts that go through my head sometimes scare me." Are you currently seeing a professional regarding your depression? Depression is serious and should be dealt with as soon as possible. This place is great for kicking ideas around and getting decent advice. I think you'll find people here have pretty ears and, for the most part, have good advice to offer but when it comes to actual medical condition such as depression nothing is a substitute for professional help.
Please keep up posted on how things are going for you.
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