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The meds helped me through the crisis, the counseling gave me somebody safe to talk to about the bullshit in my head. Neither of those will solve the entire problem.
The biggest thing I had to change was my perspective. I found that a large part of what was happening w/ me, I was doing to myself. It wasn't what was happening around me, but what I told myself about what was happening and what I was focused on. Sure the meds and counseling helped a bit, but it was about letting others help, and helping myself. I leaned pretty hard on a few people here, that helped.
In the meantime, please go to the hospital, you're not supposed to die, and it's not too late to stop or undo some of the physical damage that those pills, combined w/ the alcohol, may have done.
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