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Old 03-23-2011, 11:03 AM   #185 (permalink)
cj2112
Unbelievable
 
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Location: Grants Pass OR
I'm certainly not the most religious guy in the world, so I'm not gonna get all preachy on ya. Having said that, I have had a few things happen to me that I never should have lived through, however I did. I believe that I simply wasn't supposed to die.

For a minute lets run with that part of you that believes that you can't die . That doesn't mean that you have to live with the bullshit your head is feeding you. I only sought help because a few people asked me to. I didn't want to live, I seriously was done. I didn't want to live and I couldn't die. I hated the idea of all the bs I was gonna have to go through, but I certainly wasn't gonna live with the way I was feeling, so I had to do something to change that.

Though you may feel that no one cares if you live or die, I do...
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