I've had the same dreams. I dream of SOs like it really happened (in fact last night there was a long string of dreams about an unknown SO). Sometimes when I'm awake I have to remind myself that memory never happened in real life.
After it happening to me the last, I don't, 5-10 years, I've gotten used to it and it doesn't make me sad anymore. Instead I look forward to those dreams.
If you ask me, you leave your body every night, and have a separate spiritual life. Sometimes it shows you what you need, or your past, or your future. I've had dreams so real, that when they then happen IRL I go "Wait a minute, we already did this!"
Don't be sad. Just keep yourself open and you'll continue down a wise path.
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