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What is this? False Memory? Does anyone else ever have this?
This doesnt happen like every week, but I would say at least 10 or 15 times in my memory I have had these incredibly vivid dreams I can only describe as "romantic" dreams
And I dont mean sex dreams, something genuinely different.
To give examples:
Walking besides someone by a river bank in summer
Sitting in a kitchen of an unknown flat (that in the dream was my home) talking about what to buy when we go shopping
Sitting facing each other in a taxi and she leans over, touching my knee, and starts to speak
And in the dream I feel such a sense of connectedness, peace with myself, that I cannot describe
And I wake up, and that feeling is still there for a second, and then you realise it isnt true and you feel this awful sense of loss and lonliness.
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And each time, a different girl, and each time (and I am being honest with myself) not someone I have a crush on, or fancy, or have been close to.
(I have had dreams like that also, and I know the difference)
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Is this strange? Has anyone else ever had these kind of dreams?
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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