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Ugh, another really bad day. I don't know what to do with myself. I just keep thinking....what's really wrong with suicide?
I mean, it causes terrible emotions from loved ones...but then so does divorce and break ups. How is suicide really any different as far as causing emotional damage to those around you?
It's just so fucking tempting. I have such a curiosity for what's on the other side, combined with all my pain. Its just so tempting.
I feel like a shit that a dog shat out after he ate rotten meat and had diarrhea. Then ate the diarrhea and vomited it back out.
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