Originally Posted by Zeraph

Thanks GG.




I've met only one single person impressed with my potential (graduated college at 21, even not taking my finals because of seizures). Unfortunately she was not a hiring manager.

I've sought help. I've been miserable since 17ish (26 now). Occasionally something good happens. Or there's an activity that I really enjoy doing, but all that passes in a small amount of time. I was raised so well that I never considered suicide until 22 (that's after 6 years of misery and depression.) At 23 or 24 I started seeking help and got it. Still miserable. That's almost decade of deep depression and misery. Sure its temporary? My uncle still hasn't come out of it (low 50s). And my other uncle is schizophrenic. Don't act like seeking out help is the answer. We all have and it hasn't helped much.

What does hari kari mean? I've always known it as Seppuku. They are dumb reasons only to you. Obviously they felt differently and they have the same brains as we do.