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-mia · 01-29-2011, 08:07 PM

zeraph im 19

zenda I agree with you, we just need to be able to live together untill i get on in my life. I wouldn't want either of us to cause anymore pain in my family. It's just that I'm really sensitive and i feel like i get inappropriately happy or sad. Im an all or nothing person i can't really help it. I just want to totally remove myself emotionally from the situation somehow. Thinking back he'd be the nicest person and i'd let my guard down again only to be hurt over and over untill i couldn't anymore. I did shut myself off. now he's going to come here and get upset when i have nothing to give. or im going to feel ok with him again or even good and hes going to hurt me like that. i know everyone has bad days i know hes not going to be good all the time. im not really expecting an answer just me being able to say this and is good enough for me thankyou

01-29-2011, 08:07 PM	#9 (permalink)
-mia Upright	zeraph im 19 zenda I agree with you, we just need to be able to live together untill i get on in my life. I wouldn't want either of us to cause anymore pain in my family. It's just that I'm really sensitive and i feel like i get inappropriately happy or sad. Im an all or nothing person i can't really help it. I just want to totally remove myself emotionally from the situation somehow. Thinking back he'd be the nicest person and i'd let my guard down again only to be hurt over and over untill i couldn't anymore. I did shut myself off. now he's going to come here and get upset when i have nothing to give. or im going to feel ok with him again or even good and hes going to hurt me like that. i know everyone has bad days i know hes not going to be good all the time. im not really expecting an answer just me being able to say this and is good enough for me thankyou Last edited by -mia; 01-29-2011 at 11:41 PM..