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Still not all that much to report. I've been keeping in touch with her daily, but I feel like relations are slowly cooling down. I might make the trip down there next weekend to sort of settle where we stand.
I will stay at either a hotel or crash on someone's couch if I can make buddy-buddy with someone else from our trip (they all seem to live near each other).
You guys know something? The timing of this is really eating at me, because I'm in the middle of a huge transition in my life. But, and maybe this is Jerusalem syndrome (since we were there), I'm starting to wonder if it's not all happening like this for a reason. On the trip, at some point I decided to just trust myself and my fate to whatever force is out there that might choose to guide me, and that's not something I've ever done before in my life. Unfortunately, the same mentality is much harder when you're at home and have actual decisions to make, instead of on some trip in Jerusalem :P
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