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Originally Posted by zenda
Hi Shauk
Obviously, I've been following how you've been getting along. I want to make sure I'm reading you right at this point:
You're saying:
You'd prefer 'a relationship'
This here looks like FWB
Your adding those to previous experiences and confirming a notion:
that it means something about your worth as a person.
?
Forgive me for oversimplifying the structure ... you might need to add detail to my precis, and double check to confirm how deeply this feels to represent you in your life.
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Yeah it's def a FWB and it's the 1st time I've ever really had an honest fwb situation.
Now I must admit, now that all the cards are on the table, it's not as interesting as it was initially.
I mean it's been roughly 2 weeks since I met her and my interest is waning.
Meeting with my ex seems like it wasn't a bad idea, knowing what I know now.
I wanna say its bad in a way because it's deflecting my interest in the fwb, but good for the same reason because she's the one saying it's not gonna be more then fwb.
I wound up "sleeping" with the ex, in a sense. a few nights ago
honestly it's become hard for me to keep the thread updated so I would just recommend going over the blog stuff if you're really wanting to know the details.
I thought my ex didn't have a chance in hell of winning me over but she's really turning over a new leaf for me. It's refreshing, I want to believe that things are different. But it's just as complicated because there's another guy involved in this story now. Her feelings for me are there, but they're not final as long as he's in the picture. He controls her it seems. I'm trying to figure out how that gets taken care of.