Yeah you guys might be right about that then. I do tend to gloss over the bad things in favor of putting a positive spin sometimes.
We had a really good talk last night about what it is we're doing, and she says she loves being around me, she's spending all of her free time with me. That she's not seeing anyone else currently but that she's not gonna promise exclusivity or anything at this point.
and I was just like "yeah there are at least 3 rungs on the ladder higher up than me you can climb to if they come within reach"
and she was like "it's not even that, I just feel like a whore now, I'd have sex every night if I could, I've been in serious relationships since I was 17 and I'm just finally free of that. I just need some time to live a little.
So yeah basically she's saying "hey you're cool but I'm gonna fuck around with other people if I get the chance"
So right now this is sounding like it's a FWB situation. It could turn in to more as she gets to know me, but as for right now, I guess hoping for a relationship to come out of this would be a foolish bet. I mean it could happen but *shrug* Seems to be my lot in life, always good enough to get laid, not good enough to claim as yours though.
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