well to clarify, the 10 year relationship I was referring to was between her roommate (a girl) and this guy that came over later.
Her roommate isn't involved with my "date" at all, nor has been as far as I know.
To put it out there how I felt about it all. I felt like she was the only one I actually knew, and she did her best to make sure I was having a good time. She didn't really plan on her roommate inviting all those people over, but there it is.
So yeah no movies actually got watched. Instead, we did go over a lot of her music, she really wants to hear more of mine, so yeah tentatively we are planning for her to come over after she gets off work on Sunday or something. She wants to go through my collection, possibly learn how to make it from scratch, etc..
Things seemed to have calmed down a bit today, I just had to focus on the positive, she did give me the hug/kiss and tell me she wanted to hang out this weekend as I was leaving her place, She does seem excited about coming over.
I think I'll actually be able to figure this out and calm down if it's just some one on one time.
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