Shauk

So.. I'm a guy.

I am attracted to girls.

I guess that makes me straight.

I'm the simple part of the equation.

A FB friend of mine I had met on NYE, had hooked up with one of my buddies. She really thought I was a fun person and wanted to have me meet a few of her girlfriends.

This meetup was last night, long story short (the "medium" version is in my blog) We hit it off, sparks everywhere.

After we make it back to my place, she has something important to tell me. She's in a relationship already, with a girl.

We had texted back and forth for roughly 2 days before we had been set up to meet, we had some pretty strong conversations and connections forming. We had a great night together and things were just reaching that point in the night where intimacy was on the menu. But now it just sat there like forbidden fruit... forbidden lesbian fruit.

It's all right there in front of me and my male brain says "oh hey, this girl comes with another girl, bonus!" my actual brain says "don't treat this any differently than you would a hetero relationship"

In all honesty, I'm OK with if if she maintained her relationship with the girl as long as it wouldn't get in the way of whatever relationship she was building with me.

But the more I think about it, it just kind of would get in the way wouldn't it?

We kissed, we fondled, we crossed boundaries that would be considered cheating in some circles, and it was all just there in my arms, 6+ hours of conversation, she called in sick for work just to stay with me a little longer.


So I'm not sure how to proceed. She wants to see me again. She spent tonight with her girlfriend. She tells me how confusing it is for her, to feel this way for a guy, she thought she was content until we met and now she's just miserable with her.


So much has happened in the span of 72 hours.

I just don't know what to do now.