Cimarron29414

Ghost,

There are people whose physiology is such that their bodies do not produce the chemicals their brains need for proper function. It is how their body is constructed and there is no amount of meditation which will fix that.

I don't pretend to know ellie's medical history and won't make recommendations on her medication levels. I've known several wonderful humans who were bipolar and without ANY medication, they could not function. Your categorically stating that all pharmaceuticals are poison is completely irresponsible and, to use your word, ignorant.

ellie, all I have to offer is support. Be honest with your mate, as he deserves accurate status updates as to your feelings. It will be easier on both of you if he truly understands what's going on inside of you. I'll bet you will be pleasantly surprised at the support you get.

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