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Well my next steps are to think more with my emotions. I think the rational part of my brain is pretty much permanently like it is (cold, manipulating). Its going to be hard. But I've already started opening up to family members about how I feel for no other reason than to talk about it (no alterier motives).
Another step may be to find a job that fits me. I would think a homicide detective for instance, would be well suited. Though I have no particular interest there.
As far as solved, no not solved for me. Hopefully solved for the TFP. I'd prefer this thread to die. Now that I'm opening up in a way I almost feel guilty for some reason....not sure why, my emotional IQ isn't that high yet. Hopefully it will continue to scale, hopefully not too much damage has been done, and my emotional side can equal my cold rational side.
In the spirit of TFP though I will remain open to questions.
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