God Damn I can't believe I'm sharing this with total strangers:
Sometimes straight porn is fucking boring. Sometimes looking at an acquaintances hot legs is sufficiently kinky for me to get my rocks off. However, I'm never going to act on that. In the grand calculus of things in my relationship--the trust, the bond, the shared experiences and cumulative happiness far outweigh dropping my dick in to some acquaintance for a 50 minute (hey...it's my post) thrust session.
I hope your boyfriends rational. And I hope your boyfriend does the whole cost benefit thing. Seeing Lela star get banged 150 ways gets old after a while. If you trust your boyfriend then you know he won't act on these fantasies.
Unless, as Plan9 said, there are issues that need ironing out.
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