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i don't know if i could have changed the more epic fuck-ups i did...at any rate, almost all of them happened more than 5 years ago. if i could talk to my 20 year old self...i don't know how i could though because he knew everything and was an idiot because of that. but it'd have been nice to prevent him from eating a massive handful of lsd and losing a couple years because his brain turned to a thin glass ball and then broke.
it'd have been nice had he been able to understand why he considered doing it, that it wasn't really an impulse thing.
there are a few other choice that i'd prefer looking back on them not to have made, but really they're all part of the game, yes?
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a gramophone its corrugated trumpet silver handle
spinning dog. such faithfulness it hear
it make you sick.
-kamau brathwaite
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