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Thanks Squirrel, I think that part of my problem is that every time I tried to figure out and question things I ended up getting hurt. I guess I could put a whole long explanation if it was so desired, but I am not sure if it should be just in the girls area only or if it should go out in general life or general sexuality or what not. I mean it seems to hit all areas. Life/Sexuality/Trusting etc etc. It was like every time I trusted and was vulnerable at all it ended up hurting me badly. I am afraid that the pain is what is making me more confused and fearful. Like I was starting to trust my feelings and what not and then I was shown that I couldn't trust my judgment in regards to things and so I questioned my other judgments and so now I am just a confused little lotus hiding wanting to bloom, but just slumbering.
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just be nice.
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