EventHorizon, no offense taken, of course
One time years ago she mentioned letting me have sex with others, through tears. I of course rejected that. I still do, to an extent. I would much prefer that she partake in the fun with me. I would have to have given up to do otherwise.
There really is so much more than sex to this. We are deeply in love, but I crave the intimacy of sex, and the trust of sharing in fantasies.
We have discussed marriage counseling, but only for minutes at a time.