discovering and liking the 'underbelly' of the internet , but i still have 1 problem
a problem that is re-occurring and ubiquitous.
first let me provide some background and then let me illustrate my point.
So; in between bouts of being single, or being away from my girlfriend, or simple being away from places where there are girls within my peer group- it's obvious that I get bored. So I spend alot of time perusing forums or blogus and such all generally pertaining to sex and sexuality; I get my kicks this way. They're interesting, entertaining, insightful and often arousing.
So when I was doing alot of clicking around (as one tends to do, just following links and clicking and just wasting time in general)
I came across some sort of "truth or dare" forum. Very interesting indeed. People either stating dares or requesting them. Threads were of course with people posting dares (generally either slightly sexual or straight pornographic) and responses were from the 'sub' or the target 'Daree" recounting their experience (much of this was probably made up, and as such is more along the lines of erotic fiction). However, some of them provided picture evidence.
There was subforum within this forum which was essentially a dom/sub personal ad. And from what I could gather it seemed to be quite popular and effective.
Of course, the basis of the problem "there are no girls on the internet".
Probably 9 in 10 of these "seeking" were males.
It appealed to me very much. The idea of finding a girl (of course the hope is that she's young-ish and relatively attractive) with whom i can participate in some sort of chatting/socializing/connection via the internet- build trust and generate sexual tension, and generally just gain an "E-friend" as one would from say, posting anywhere.
However, the caveat that this relationship is superficially built upon watching each other change on webcam/mutual jerk sessions/or her being submissive to me through webcam is basically the pinnacle of the "internet dream", no?
We can get along on a good friendship level, shoot the shit, chat whatever, build trust (as these things don't work without trust) but as an aside do something absolutely filthy and perverted... with no stress or pressure to ever have to meet each other.
So what I'm saying is, this probably happens everywhere and all the time. It's exhibited in sites like chatroulette and stuff. The internet is solely composed of dudes jacking off.
However, after doing alot of reading on such forums it becomes evident that there is a certain population of females who are turned on by INTERNET PERVERSION!
I think you just need to find the right vessel. So, let me state the obvious. I want to find a girl with whom I can talk dirty and watch stick things in her ass on webcam while i jerk off.
But that goes without saying, that's what every guy wants.
Now, bring the flood of PMs saying 19/f/blonde/vry horny email me bb... ... from a dude jacking off.
Of course if i succeed in this goal, i will definitely let tfp know.
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