chriswin8

For those of you that fallowed this back then, now that i am back on the boards i thought it might be time for an update.

First of all the Girls are fine and living with there biological grandparents I still get to see them from time to time.

So what happened. As you all know I was in the process of adopting them and at the 11th hour Trisha's parents swooped in and took them from me, But not before a long drawn out court battle. In the end the courts ruled as they where blood they should be with Trisha's parents. So i only had the girls for just shy of a year. I do however get to see them from time to time. I do miss them a lot. Hayley just turned 9, and Megan is 6 about to be 7.

As for the Nanny we were engaged for a short time. However once the kids where gone the relationship ended within a few months. At that point I think she was only with me for the kids. She cheated on me, and i was in no mood to handle that so I tossed her out. That became another interesting situation she became a stalker would fallow me around. She told me one day that she would do anything in her power to sabotage any future relationships I was in, because I belonged with her, and she would spend the rest of her life proving it to me. But by that point i was a bit afraid of her. I mean she came up to me in a movie when i was on a date, and yelled and i quote "So is this the hussy you have been seeing behind my back." Yeah that not only ended the date. It got me slapped 3 times and tossed out the theater for making a scene. In the interim time she has met some one but she told me that if i ever wanted her back all i had to so is way the word. At the moment i have no one, I am kinda afraid of woman at the moment, i know i am working on that. I have had a few short relationships, but nothing major.

I have often wondered what might be wrong with me that would make woman want to cheat on me. I have never figured it out though.

Um my parents now live with me. They Lost there house a wile back and I took them in. The economy has not been that great to them, or i guess any of us. I am unemployed and kinda looking for work just for something to do to keep me from going insane, even though i don't need to. Remember money was never really an option.

Is funny how you can have everything you have ever wanted some you never new you wanted and then have it all taken away from you.

Sorry it took so long for an update I have not been myself for a wile... However I feel that i am changing again. Kinda freaking about 35 but i think thanks to anther post i think i will be OK.

Well that is all i can think of for now. If i think of more i will let you all know. If you are interested.

Is there a way to change the title of this thread as its not really a cry for help anymore?

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