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Eddie, i see classic examples of your depressive state in pretty much every post you make. Pretty much every post from the feeling sorry for yourseflf attitude, to the running away to another country, to telling the next woman that its your way or its the highway. do yourself a favour and see a professional.
what my take on baraka is trying to say is that you need to find something you think is worthwhile and pursue it. something that will provide a service to others and bring about a positive outsome to humanity and satisfaction to yourself in the service you provided...and NO, before you tell me that an old pedo man giving lollies to a 6 year old is acceptable, no its not because there is no positive outcome in that 'worthy' cause. nor was there any in hitler's massacre of millions of people. it may be as small as helping the elderly at old people homes, to building houses in africa for habitat for huminaty etc. it may have no monetary value, but it may mean something to you and give you the satsfaction that you're doing something.
what i really dont get though, and what really doesnt add up is how a broken truck will buy you a ticket to south africa and allow you to stay there for a considerable amount of time. some things arent adding up here, and i think that you're not letting on to your real situation.
i also suggest that if you decide to not come back and take up this contract that you be fair to those people and tell them that you're not taking up the job. when and if you decide.
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