Baraka_Guru

So are you saying that you want to cross that bridge? You want to run out of stuff to sell? Stuff you're selling to live off the proceeds because of being unemployed? You'll cross that bridge when you get to it.

Are you a glutton for punishment?

Turn the fuck around. Take a left. Swim upstream. Whatever. You don't have to cross that fucking bridge. But it sounds like you're letting it happen, and that is why you're like a ship without a rudder. If you aren't, then you are where you are because you want to be there. Either snap out of it or be satisfied.

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Knowing that death is certain and that the time of death is uncertain, what's the most important thing?
—Bhikkhuni Pema Chödrön

Humankind cannot bear very much reality.
—From "Burnt Norton," Four Quartets (1936), T. S. Eliot