I am a sex addict.
I was a virgin until winter this year when I started dating this girl that is a year younger than me (she was 16 and I was 17 when I lost my virginity).
Before I lost it I was happy with no sex, it wasn't on my mind.
I was perfectly happy with my life, but once we started having sex we hit it off with having sex once a day. Then after about a month it turned into 2-3 times a day. We would have sex in school, at friends' houses, basically we had sex 2-3 times a day no matter where we were, or who was watching.
We broke up after a 6 month relationship and that was a few months ago, but ever since I have started playing girls, and I want love, true love again, but at the same time, I don't want a girl who doesn't want to have sex.
I don't like the way it is now because I know it's wrong in a way, and I miss being happy with not having sex.
Any advice?
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