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Idyllic · 07-04-2010, 04:15 AM

I am idyllic, idyllic I try.

I am stronger than enjoyable and weaker than wanted.

I am tired and at times feel broken (in the process of repair) but proud to have been able to work for and experience these scars and prouder still to have watched them heal.

I am nobody and everybody I know, and everywhere I go I meet you and you meet me and we are the same, just decorated differently.

I am here, wishing I was there, wishing I where here, just to know it, just to know you better, I wish I could have been you all, if only for a moment, so I could be a better me.

I am love, and I am lonely. I’ve known hate and I am happy to know its destructive potential, I am happier to leave hate behind, mostly, assuredly, I merely am just me.

Sometimes I don’t necessarily like who I am, but I always try to love me.

I am getting tired physically and yet just teething mentally, I am learning and loving life, always, always learning how to love life even through the moments I fear living it, each breathe is sweeter than the last even the ones that hurt, for now.

Love is my faith

Kindness and empathy, my mother

Non-violence defies my father

Peace is my heritage

Patience is my nature

Optimism is my friend

Education is my future

History reminds me of how great the future can be with education

Hope is the education of the children of our world

Time is my reality, which simply helps me recognize the importance of the above, and I am forever striving to enjoy each and every sunset be it cloudy or clear.

And then there is BEAUTY, Beauty is ours to share if we would simply open our eyes and see it, EVERYWHERE; it truly is everywhere….. May peace and beauty be with you all, deeply.

This IS who i am, and who i strive daily to be.

07-04-2010, 04:15 AM	#22 (permalink)
Idyllic Psycho Location: My House	I am idyllic, idyllic I try. I am stronger than enjoyable and weaker than wanted. I am tired and at times feel broken (in the process of repair) but proud to have been able to work for and experience these scars and prouder still to have watched them heal. I am nobody and everybody I know, and everywhere I go I meet you and you meet me and we are the same, just decorated differently. I am here, wishing I was there, wishing I where here, just to know it, just to know you better, I wish I could have been you all, if only for a moment, so I could be a better me. I am love, and I am lonely. I’ve known hate and I am happy to know its destructive potential, I am happier to leave hate behind, mostly, assuredly, I merely am just me. Sometimes I don’t necessarily like who I am, but I always try to love me. I am getting tired physically and yet just teething mentally, I am learning and loving life, always, always learning how to love life even through the moments I fear living it, each breathe is sweeter than the last even the ones that hurt, for now. Love is my faith Kindness and empathy, my mother Non-violence defies my father Peace is my heritage Patience is my nature Optimism is my friend Education is my future History reminds me of how great the future can be with education Hope is the education of the children of our world Time is my reality, which simply helps me recognize the importance of the above, and I am forever striving to enjoy each and every sunset be it cloudy or clear. And then there is BEAUTY, Beauty is ours to share if we would simply open our eyes and see it, EVERYWHERE; it truly is everywhere….. May peace and beauty be with you all, deeply. This IS who i am, and who i strive daily to be. __________________ you can tell them all you want but it won't matter until they think it does p.s. I contradict my contradictions, with or without intention, sometimes.