Yea I feel for you anon. From your description this guy sounds like a really troubled man, almost like his mentality is that of a juvenile and not an adult. I mean hell I've had similar thoughts back in my younger days, but have moved forward past them towards personal growth. The sad thing is I think not talking to this guy would be the best thing for you mentally, seeing as you being there in any form will just further his own mental delusions and keep both of you from getting any better. I know it sucks to lose a friend especially when you've seemingly gotten so close, but it's hard to even try and understand the true workings of someone-elses mind. The closeness you feel might not even be there at all.
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