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Originally Posted by cj2112
I'm at the hospital posting from my phone. they've done a ct scan, and blood work. the ct scan because i almost always have a headache, combinesd w/ everything else it' worth a look. They've placed me on a 7 day mental health hold. I'm actually relieved by this. My boss told me job is safe...one less stressor.
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Good news about your job, and about getting the headache looked at. Thanks for keeping us posted. We'll be pulling for you and looking forward to your next update.
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Originally Posted by Daniel_
Hi CJ. When I first had a depressive spell, I was asked "do you want to kill yourself" and explained to the therapist that i didn't want to kill myself as an act, but if I'd had access to "unbeing" I would have taken it.
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I likened it to just wanting a reset button. It wasn't that I wanted to die, exactly, I just wanted to stop being me, or go back and start over and do everything "right" this time. The lyric in Wilco's "Ashes of American Flags" summed it up perfectly for me: "I know I would die if I could come back new"