cj, I'm glad to hear you're going to seek help. Please follow through with this. I know it's hard. Some of us who are here have been where you are. Like lurkette said--right now, your perceptions are distorted. The best thing you can do is put the care of yourself into the hands of a professional. It's the hardest step to take, but it is necessary.
We're always here to talk if you need to. Please keep us updated, and know that I'm thinking of you.
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If I am not better, at least I am different. --Jean-Jacques Rousseau
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