I won't promise that I'll the call hotline tonight. Mainly because I probably won't do it. I will promise this:
At least for tonight, if I, once again, find myself seriously considering suicide, I will do one of two things. I will either call the hotline, or I will go to the hospital and tell them what I am thinking.
I'm currently in my office at work. I need to go home and go to bed. I have a long day at work ahead of me tomorrow. I have a cold, and seriously need some rest. I doubt I'll sleep tonight.
I'm leaving for home now. I will post at some point later, if only to say I'm ok. I'm pretty sure my wife will still be at the house, so I'm sure we'll have a lengthy discussion.
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