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Anonymous Member · 05-27-2010, 07:27 PM

let me be clear...

I appreciate you guys, more than I could possibly express. I mean that.

I loath therapy. I want nothing to do with counseling. I've had more counseling than any 3 people should have to endure.

I'm not trying to be difficult, I'm not trying to push you guys away.

I don't know what I want. I can't live the way I am, I can't leave my kids the issues that come with their Dad killing himself. Their mother abandoned them when they were very young. I can't leave the world by my own hands, they deserve better than I can give them, but that doesn't make it ok for me to hurt them like that.

05-27-2010, 07:27 PM	#112 (permalink)
Anonymous Member Addict	let me be clear... I appreciate you guys, more than I could possibly express. I mean that. I loath therapy. I want nothing to do with counseling. I've had more counseling than any 3 people should have to endure. I'm not trying to be difficult, I'm not trying to push you guys away. I don't know what I want. I can't live the way I am, I can't leave my kids the issues that come with their Dad killing himself. Their mother abandoned them when they were very young. I can't leave the world by my own hands, they deserve better than I can give them, but that doesn't make it ok for me to hurt them like that.