Something doesn't add up here, Honesty.
This part of your blog states:
"let me also explain to you watchers of my blog why i sometimes say bitter things against older women.
it is because i have lost two children.
two different women, two separate PLANNED pregnancies that went horribly wrong.
so this explains my bitterness toward women, and my fondness for children."
Read more:
http://www.tfproject.org/tfp/blogs/h...#ixzz0orKafbbQ
I don't see how your OP aligns with the above statement.
I feel like we are being trolled. I hope I'm mistaken.